I've been following your writing for almost a year now and I adore you. I feel this - I've been trying to live with purpose in 2020 but I threw out my back and got a severe round of my period this week, and it's been all I can do to just get through the day. That makes me feel frustrated and like a failure. You said something my therapist keeps reminding me of: we need to let go of our own invisible expectations.